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So, plant your own garden. Decorate your own soul,instead of waiting for someone to bring you flowers. ღ♥ღ
August 06 grandFather."WE CAN ONLY LEARN TO LOVE
BY LOVING." IRIS MURDOCH
*
he was a learner,
always.
he had such perseverance
and discipline,
always.
he taught me to be the same
for always.
(it's been three weeks.)
July 20 beautiful.when i tell you
she's beautiful,
would you believe me?
would you inquire as to her beauty,
whether she was blessed with blue eyes,
auburn hair, a button nose, succulent lips -
and whatnot?
well let me tell you now,
the answer is no.
her eyes are brown,
her hair is already lined with white,
her nose is round,
her lips chapped.
that is what you will see
when you look at her.
well let me tell you now,
what i see.
i see her hands,
aged by a heart that never stops loving
worked by an unconscious caring.
i see her hair,
taken over by white strands
that match the silver lining of clouds -
for she is ever optimistic
and the strongest woman i have ever met.
i see her eyes,
these eyes that have seen death
that have beheld death for days upon days,
these same eyes that cry
for the pain of others'
more than they would surrender
to the pain she has to endure.
are the same eyes that cry
when she laughs
for she cannot help it,
that is how she laughs.
and it is with my eyes
that i see her:
this superwoman of 73 with
incredible stamina, strength, charisma
matched with the heart of a true mother.
and that is how i know,
she's beautiful.
17 July 2008
Happy 73rd Birthday Grandma.
 July 17 Grandpa.it happened again,
the whole reading when i'm sad thing.
another Mitch Albom,
Tuesdays with Morrie.
it just happened to be there.
i didn't finish it in two hours
though i could've
but then i thought
what's the rush.
i'm not in a hurry
to accept this loss.
for Grandpa,
who, could give us whatever we wanted,
always gave us what we needed.
"Death ends a life, not a relationship."
Rest In Peace.
July 17, 2008
7:17 AM July 15 notting hill."And she said, 'I am just a girl.
Standing in front of a boy.
...Asking him to love her.'"
NOTTING HILL June 15 backwards and forwards.isn't it amazing how you can be living
in this moment
but also be living
in yesterday?
or last week?
or last
year?
all it takes is a click,
View more entries.
and suddenly i'm flooded with
January 2007s and September 2005s.
pieces of me,
literally!
nothing could be more amusing,
than reading my highest
and lowest moments.
how i handled it
reacted to it
lived through it
learned through it.
some things tickle my face with laughter,
like haha-what-a-douche-you-are-flora!
and some things poke my eyes with tears,
like god-what-a-douche-you-are-flora.
never really noticed how long
i'd kept this blog going,
no regrets though :)
it's a good thing,
knowing that i'm different -
a lot of differents -
from January 2007s and September 2005s.
it's a little sad,
knowing that i've grown so much
(not literally :( haha) too quickly?
maybe a little.
the hard way?
maybe.
that's fine,
lessons tend to stick around
when you walk the hard way.
or else
we wouldn't be able
to live right now
and fully know
all we'd spent our yesterdays learning.
it's like going backwards and forwards
at the same time.
吴憾
yeah, most definitely. let's see you crinkle.A SMILE IS A WINDOW
THAT SHOWS THE HEART IS HOME.
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