something's wrong with me,

i know it.

 

i can't feel anything,
i know it.

 

there's nothing

inside.

 

where are my emotions?

 

the only thing i can truly feel is laughter
and how it hurts my stomach 'cause of all the everyday-stupid-things

 

other than that,
what the hell is wrong with me?

 

i feel no - drive. nothing in me is pushing me to work. nothing in me is wanting success. nothing in me is wanting to achieve.

 

i want to FEEL. i want to STRESS! i just want to experience it, truly and fully. i want to have some damn ENERGY, maybe then i'll realize what i'm writing in my agenda. all the due dates. all the essays. all the tests. all the everythings.

 

hey but -

the first step to fixing a mistake,
is realizing it right?