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11月24日

bless you,

blessed
are those who can
give without remembering,
and take without forgetting.
 
 
princess
elizabeth asquith bibesco.
11月13日

ache

patience isn't a virtue
where the hell did i hear that?
why the hell did i
believe it.
 
i've never felt
this way
 
it's like some sort of
spectrum
 
living life
like this
 
highs to lows
it's like
bipolar
 
and it's scary
 
what's right
what's wrong
 
but somehow
you're always right.
 
but maybe
the one time you're wrong
you just can't see it
or you just don't want to
 
maybe
you were wrong
about me
 
maybe
i know it too
maybe i knew it
 
maybe
all this fear
is because
i know it and
i know
 
you deserve better
 
it's eating me up
like a game of pacman
where the opponent and defender
are one
 
they're me.
 
i'm hurting
at all the wrong times
 
and there's absolutely
nowhere to go.
 
SOS please
please
 
it wasn't a knight
in shining armour
that i was looking for
 
but that's what it seems like.
 
SOS please
please ...
 
i'm so tired of
hurting.
 
so tired of
feeling.
 
so tired
so tired
so tired
 
i'm sick of tissues
i'm sick of salt on my tongue
sick of rubbing swollen eyes
sick of trying and trying
to pick it all up
 
pieces of me
 
but the more effort
the more pain
the more tiredness
the more "i'm sick ofs"
 
what i don't understand is
how can you bring me
happiness
 
and how can i turn it
into sadness?
 
but you're right
it's my fault.
 
all mine.
the fault.
it's
all
mine.
 
 
 
 
and you're right
it's time to be selfless.
11月12日

F

   
 
foil.
folly.
foolish.
 
i hope i never
make you feel this way.
11月10日

CHORUS

 
 
'CAUSE BABY
EVERYTHING IS F'ED UP STRAIGHT FROM THE HEART
TELL ME WHAT DO YOU DO: WHEN IT ALL FALLS APART?
GOTTA PICK MYSELF UP, WHERE DO I START?
'CAUSE I CAN'T TURN TO YOU
when it all falls apart.