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May 26 a summary of Tuesday morning 2:43 am i stayed up till the rain came down. reading this sorry excuse for a novel, fictional but not forgivable. playing a song in korean, of which i only understand the title: Heart Damage. there i was until i had to be peeled off the couch, wrapped loosely in youthful, worry-free memories: my Mickey blankets, told that i couldn't live life by reversing day and night. but how do you live life when life reverses day and night for you? it always seems to be night now. and here i am and: i wonder what it is, what is it, i really need? May 04 to be: happy24 damn hours, what a simple number. but the number of things that can happen in 24 is, well, numerous. run into you run into her run into him run into them, why do we meet the people we meet in a day? what are the chances we see them again tomorrow? do this do that do everything conquer the world! but can we do it again tomorrow? live each day with no regrets! carpe diem, baby! but will we have enough carpe, enough diem for tomorrow? the world is so big, so big today. does it get bigger or am i getting smaller? all these questions, tell me where do i find the answers? in you? in her? in him? in them? in conquering the world? heck! no! we think: we have all these questions and we live life to find the answers. (ctrl+F) but it's a lie. no such thing as a stupid question? that's a lie too. ask what you want, sugar, but where will it get you? the question is, who cares? who gives a damn's damn. screw questions, i don't want your answers. today only lasts so long, save your carpe and your diem for tomorrow, do what you damn please today, just to be happy. |
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