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So, plant your own garden. Decorate your own soul,instead of waiting for someone to bring you flowers. ღ♥ღ May 26 a summary of Tuesday morning 2:43 am i stayed up till the rain came down. reading this sorry excuse for a novel, fictional but not forgivable. playing a song in korean, of which i only understand the title: Heart Damage. there i was until i had to be peeled off the couch, wrapped loosely in youthful, worry-free memories: my Mickey blankets, told that i couldn't live life by reversing day and night. but how do you live life when life reverses day and night for you? it always seems to be night now. and here i am and: i wonder what it is, what is it, i really need? May 04 to be: happy24 damn hours, what a simple number. but the number of things that can happen in 24 is, well, numerous. run into you run into her run into him run into them, why do we meet the people we meet in a day? what are the chances we see them again tomorrow? do this do that do everything conquer the world! but can we do it again tomorrow? live each day with no regrets! carpe diem, baby! but will we have enough carpe, enough diem for tomorrow? the world is so big, so big today. does it get bigger or am i getting smaller? all these questions, tell me where do i find the answers? in you? in her? in him? in them? in conquering the world? heck! no! we think: we have all these questions and we live life to find the answers. (ctrl+F) but it's a lie. no such thing as a stupid question? that's a lie too. ask what you want, sugar, but where will it get you? the question is, who cares? who gives a damn's damn. screw questions, i don't want your answers. today only lasts so long, save your carpe and your diem for tomorrow, do what you damn please today, just to be happy. April 26 for you,in the next 24 hours, you'll come into the world. little do you know, 18 years later, you'll come into mine. and here you'll learn to walk into my thoughts, my hopes, and my heart. and here, in my heart, is where you'll always remain.  April 25 blanc"You can approach the act of writing with nervousness, excitement, hopefulness, or even despair The sense that you can never completely put on the page what's in your mind and heart. You can come to the act with your fists clenched and your eyes narrowed, ready to kick ass and take down names. You can come to it because you want a girl to marry you or because you want to change the world. Come to it any way but lightly. Let me say it again: you must not come lightly to the blank page." STEPHEN KING fear not the blank pages, the vast and endless emptiness, we make our own canvases as permission to mess up our lives. we're always craving the clean, but it's damn time to get dirty. April 19 25UN RUNi still remember 9th grade, when i first ran the sun run for PE. then 10th grade, where PE was still obligatory, hence so was the sun run. then 11th grade, when i opted for Leadership/PE, so i'd ran the sun run again - except it started to slowly grow on me. every year, i looked forward to it a bit more. so this year, there is no PE, no Leadership/PE, but i signed up anyway. in fact, i ended up signing up alone, without someone to run with! hahaha grade 9, with sammi grade 10, with anita grade 11, with guang ... and this year, i ran it alone. it wasn't bad, sometimes i think doing things alone is good - like, once in a while.  |
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